Thursday, November 26, 2009

child 44

Its been far too long already since i last blogged. I guess its much less a hassle to just post a "phrase" comment on facebook to express one's feeling.

Been to SMU together with sherwin and che on the 14 of nov for matriculation to smu. Oh suddenly remembered, the previous night was our platoon's cohesion at ECP, and after that was a crazy party night at rebel. Well, I have gone to SMU with a heart of just u know, look around and be critical, idea of matriculating to the school never came across my mind.

No doubt its a good course for my tertiary education, but a part of me seems to be waiting for a better offer. Greed. Up till now, I still can't picture myself as a smu student, worse, a university student. NS made me stupid-er after all. Anyway, I decided to matriculate that day, thought i needed some new excitement and inject new elements into my life. Funny thing was, after been through all the tedious processes of registering, i left without paying the administrative $200. But i made my student card and they called to say its ready for collection! haha. fate is just too good at its magic. after contemplating for so long, when i finally made the decision, i maynt have matriculated at all! haha who knows? i might even end up going overseas to study? haha we shall see...

"child 44" by tom rob smith, story set in russia be4 world war 2. Borrowed this book on Wednesday be4 booking in. Thought i need to at least TRY catch up a weeny bit since my visit to the bookstore with sherwin. Worried that my english has gotten even 'rustier' since my cui times in jc, wrong, sec school. miss tan always says, grotesque grammatical errors could result in difficulties in expressing ideas, and queer ideas invariably meant bad essays. If I don't fix my english soon, my grades will suffer in future inevitably too.

Sadly, the book proved to be too mind boggling for me. each time i open the book, my eyes just do the opposite, blinking more often then they should, and finally shutting without much prior warning. HAIZ. i will finish by this ATT C! tsk. Every time i use or say tsk, haha i think of algene! haha...

Been trying to build up my body, wasnt really consistent n determined, so i cant ask too much for the results either... my evil friend say ya have wat, u already have 4 pac. 2 on de chest, 1 on the tummy and roy "pac" ( same pronounciation as roy pek) -.-

this mounting has been at the x ray check mostly, with sherwin, seems to be still having lots of topic for us to discuss, debate and argue about. And sat, sun, for the third consecutive week, we had our mini version of dont forget the lyrics(chinese) painstakingly organised by sherwin. Was rather enjoyable, though jx n i ALWAYS lose. haha thank you sherwin! u made our mounting days more interesting n erm erm easier to pass! haha

well, as usual, bravo n qrf sorta argued again for strength again. nicholas handled it his way, as usual. I feel that as a friend i should nt put him in a difficult position. so i duno wats the other side thinking, maybe exact opposite, as a friend, u should give more privileges? Its difficult to not judge anyone here: because its our nature to judge the people around us.

If they ignore our wishes, we believe that they are disrespectful.

If they don't watch their men, we conclude that they are unfit leaders.

If we catch them cheating, we assume we know their reasons.

But what happens when we stop for a moment to judge our own life? It can be painful to step back and see what we have been doing.